February 12   Doubted

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I doubted my ability to lose him.
I doubted my ability to remove all about him from my life.
Could I end all these lies that one meant to lose him for evermore?.
Could?
That did still not happen fully
but the feeling of the illness already was felt.
Scratch the very deep wound.
His presence without being realised by me equipped my life.
His breath appeared to become my breath.
I only human that only normally lives if I breathed.
But how if that became my breath personally vanished?

** For Someone in the distance there.


33 Comments

  • By Adit-nya-Niez on 12 February 2008 at 10:33 pm

    Ini knapa seh?? :lol:

  • By matakita on 12 February 2008 at 10:43 pm

    yah ga PERTAMAX….

    :-s
    8-l

  • By LieZMaya on 12 February 2008 at 10:51 pm

    sabar….sabar jeng, ntar juga dijamin ada yang bakalan dateng mengisi lagi kertasmu hehe

  • By danalingga on 12 February 2008 at 11:04 pm

    Lah, beneran patah hati ya? :lol:

  • By steelheart on 12 February 2008 at 11:05 pm

    Ini masalahnya siapa In? wah, gw jadi ga enak mo komentar…hehehe

    Oiya, nih tadi gw komennya ngulang, gw salah ngitung penjumlahan spam di komen lo ini.

    (Spam protection: Sum of 4 + 10 ?) tadi gw ngisinya 40…hehe

    dasar gw oon ya… :>

  • By devari on 12 February 2008 at 11:14 pm

    loh kok dokter cintanya malah patah hati?
    waduh gawat

  • By aRuL on 12 February 2008 at 11:22 pm

    ada apa ina?

  • By edy on 13 February 2008 at 8:32 am

    you never know until you try
    i go to school everyday by bus
    let’s go archipelago
    indonesia is a beautiful city

  • By Abied on 13 February 2008 at 8:59 am

    Cerita lama memang tak kan mudah dilupakan In. Apalagi bagi orang yang masih dalam status Jomblo, sementara dia sudah bersama orang lain.
    *Hehehe … nyambung gak sih?*
    :lol:

  • By Goop on 13 February 2008 at 9:28 am

    big hug for kak ina…
    don’t worry sista…
    i’m here, just tell me who is the man which is make u cry??
    i’ll hit him, by my bludgeon…
    right on his hearth …
    :evil:

  • By Rio Octaviano on 13 February 2008 at 10:34 am

    ketika masa lalu menjadi penghalang..
    ketika masa depan terasa pedih…

    jalani kepedihan itu..
    tak akan hilang kenikmatan di ujung jalan…

    cerita yang sama untuk semua insan bercinta..
    cinta…bukan hanya kasih sayang antara dua jenis manusia…tapi cinta…seluruh nya…

    salam…
    bingung…
    kenapa…
    gue…
    jadi…
    puitis…

    kek…kek…kekkk….

  • By Nazieb on 13 February 2008 at 5:45 pm

    Yes, yes..
    I love you too, Sir..

    *baru kemaren belajar boso linggis.. :mrgreen:

  • By Ina on 13 February 2008 at 6:44 pm

    @ adit
    nga kenapa2. :P

    @ matakita
    *ngakak
    ijek2 adit sana. :D
    lain kali hrs bisa vertamaxx.

    @ Teh’ Liez
    :D makasih support na teh’

    @ Danalingga
    :( *nangis*

    @ steelheart
    *ngakak guling2….
    ngisi koment disini hrs pinter dl. :D

    @ devari
    :mrgreen:
    udah nga kok! *siul siul

    @ aRul
    ada udang dibalik batu. :D
    nga ada apa2 kok,rul.

    @ edy.
    :D emangnya pelajaran bhs inggris.
    wakakakakaka….

    kacauuuu…!!!

    @ Abied.
    Disambung2in aja. :)

    @ Goop
    so sweet…!
    *tersipu.
    thx bro…!

    @ Rio Octaviano
    Puisinya dalam bgt. Keren..!
    Makasih yach.
    salam kenal.

    @ Nazieb
    pencinta sesama jenis nie???
    kok i love u too,sir??

    *gubrak

  • By rumahkayubekas on 13 February 2008 at 7:35 pm

    Ntar Na,
    Mo cari kamus ingglis- sunda dulu ya…

  • By Aditya Rendy Wijaya on 13 February 2008 at 7:53 pm

    segitunya sama cowo… ckckckck… yang tegar dong…

    *mengenang masa lampau*
    *nangis semaleman patah hati*

  • By niez-nya adit on 13 February 2008 at 10:09 pm

    kayanya postingan yang kmaren ada hubungannya sama yang ini… :-s

  • By bedh on 14 February 2008 at 7:55 am

    mengartikan postingan ini sama sulitnya dengan membuat commentnya karna saya dihadapkan ke dua pelajaran yg selalu saya hindari bhs inggris dan matematika huhuhu

    Jd mengenai yang sesuatu yg ingin dilupakan… saya lupa mau bilang apa, huhuhu

    Coba saya baca sekali lagi.

    mungkin kamu mau bilang kl ngelupain seseorg yg pernah sangat berarti untuk kita itu gak bs instan yah?
    perlu waktu dan kerja keras bukan begitu?
    Bukannnnnnmnnmm

    Huhuhuhu
    berbahagialah mrk yg masih bs merasakan perasaan yg begitu dalam walaupun ternyata pada akhirnya cuma sepenggal kisah perih.
    :)

  • By Klan@smara on 14 February 2008 at 11:32 am

    dalem euyy
    may best come to you yaaa
    happy valentine sista’

  • By iman brotoseno on 14 February 2008 at 1:03 pm

    you cant take my breath away …?
    jangan sedihhhhh

  • By baliazura on 14 February 2008 at 1:16 pm

    masih banyak tuch mbak ijolumut (ikatan jomblo masiz dan imyut) diluar sana :mrgreen:

  • By ekowanz on 14 February 2008 at 1:53 pm

    ga mudeng….ini patah hati kah?.. ato long distance?.. ya mudah2an cepet selesai aj yah… :D

  • By itikkecil on 14 February 2008 at 2:02 pm

    wooo…. so romantic

  • By Edi Psw on 14 February 2008 at 3:03 pm

    Yang ditulis itu puisi atau lagu sih?
    Nggak ngerti.

  • By sawali tuhusetya on 14 February 2008 at 6:57 pm

    puisinya kok mengharukan banget, ada perasaan mbak ina yang selalu ragu dan ndak pede, halah, OOT yak?

  • By Abeeayang™ on 15 February 2008 at 9:26 am

    ada afa tho? 8-l
    *celingukan*

  • By aRya on 15 February 2008 at 9:54 am

    take it easy ja bozzz
    kan udah saia bilang
    masi banyk duda kuren bertebaran di jlan
    uhhhuh

  • By irdix on 15 February 2008 at 4:04 pm

    ina.. napa?? waduh.. lama gak kesini kok kmu patah hati ?? :( what’s wrong sis??

  • By uwie on 15 February 2008 at 4:26 pm

    Jangan dilupakan, jangan disingkirkan semua tentangnya! Nanti keulang! Dijalani saja lah. Tabah … bah … bah …

  • By goes on 15 February 2008 at 5:02 pm

    Aku siap menggantikan :mrgreen:
    *pasang kuda-kuda*

  • By b on 15 February 2008 at 5:37 pm

    Eh, apa ini sebuah pengakuan?

    Atau.. kehilangan? kerinduan?

    Mm.. tapi mngkn jg kenangan yg tak mudah d hapuskan dr benak

    Tapi ada kemungkinan lain…
    Bisa jadi ini hanya ekspresi diri semata, gairah puitis yg tak mendptkan wadah yg memadai untk berekspresi..

    Tapi terlepas dr semua itu, sepertinya ini sesuatu yg lbh ‘serius’..

    Apakah depresi? 8-} Hahaha!!! :lol: mana mngkn separah itu..

    Mm.. Anda wanita, sehrsnya anda lbh kuat dr pria..

    Sungguh :)

  • By pink on 15 February 2008 at 8:37 pm

    tetep semangat!! :D

  • By cK on 22 February 2008 at 8:53 am

    jadi ikut sedih… :(

    *pelukin ina sampe nyesek*

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